I miss the pup so much. I am allowing myself to cry but also making myself go to my running class in the morning and for walks throughout the day. Showering is a non-negotiable too!
I just miss her so much.
I am working on building muscle... slowly.
It's been a slow process because I don't want to be obsessive.
I am just following along with my system of heading to the gym consistently and seeing changes in my body as a result...
Instead of obsessing over the changes in my body and...
I'm exhausted. It's been a long work week, and I'm exhausted. Paul and I decided we are going to do evening workouts on Fridays, so I let myself sleep in this morning and not go to run class. But I know that moving my body is still important. We went for a long walk together along the beach.
On...
That's it. I just feel so much better about myself and my day when I run in the morning.
Paul came to my running class with me.
10 years ago, we trained for a marathon together. (We half-assed trained for a marathon.)
And the marathon was a shit show.
It's cool we are both back at this together again.
Getting closer and closer to my goal of 200lbs.
Today I took a day off from work and decided to do an evening run class instead of an early morning class.
I still woke up and went for a walk. It's a daily non-negotiable. I move my body every day.
And i am excited for this evening class!
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